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Tuesday, June 17, 2008

08:42

First of all~~ i like to share with you guys something tht i come across..

recently i come across to this blog which i wont name it.. i find the author really really very similar to who i am in the past..

his devoted heart toward his beloved gf.. and whateva he typed reminds me alot back to the past.. i admired his love and passions and i never say is wrong to love someone with all your might.. and whenever you love someone i think you should give your 100%.. of coz this is the way...

but maybe my comment s misunderstood.. i giving him an advice is not to be so commited to the relationship until he grow more matured and know what life is about.. i dun mean he is chidish or whateva but i guess his life experience may not enough.. maybe the one who is readind now should know...

relationship happen in secondary normally don't last.. this perhaps got several reasons causing it.. immature, playful and etc.. but i think the specific major reason should be when one grow up.. everything seems to be changing.. and include love and feeling.. i duno much about others.. but for my personal experience and people ard me.. is due to this..

i know is unfair to categorise all under it but truthly speaking.. someone n age of 17 saying this ------------>you i wish the remaining time in my life every second can have around.. foreva..

sounds familiar.. i think when we guys or i can say all of us said such thing before... who dont wish everyday can be with our love one.. and in fact?? that why i say with as times goes by... he will know reality and dream is totally different thing..

maybe you are such devoted guy who don't change.. but your gf might.. i just wana let him know the higher you climb the harder you might get if you fall...

okie.. i know you will say.. if scare this or that.. why i still choose to be in love.. that why when one grow up.. you experience all kind of things and you eventually will know what you actually want..

and that why wat i wana imply to you is only when you know what life is all about.. and what you want.. you then fully commit to the relationship.. i dun mean not full commitment means you dun love the gal.. if you think that.. mean you are childish..

and i can 100% sure you still duno wat life is all about and you duno what u really wan for a life partner.. and you say you do and ur current gf is what u wan.. haha.. i will not say anything again and jus smile.. of coz i will give you my blessing.. anyway conclusion is i dun mean to break u up.. and jus wana give you some advice.. serious.. anyway end of this...

okie... let continue on my own story... my gal went to bintan and have fun with her small aunt.. sobz.. haiz.. how can she so heartless go there without me.. damn damn sad..

but ok le.. i know she so looking forward to a sunny island and get every inch of her skin tanned.. hope when she back i still recognize who she is.. haha..

anyay this coming 19th is our 9th month but we have a fabulous dinner at last saturday=) seriously.. can go thru this 9 months to me is not hard at all.. she is so diff to my past gals and i know she is someone i hope i can continue for as long as possible...

future nobody knows but i jus hope nothing go wrong an i know even if someone is at fault if we break.. i gona be the one.. she is just so near to perfect that i dun think she will do anything wrong behind my back..

okie so we went to this very very nice place to eat.. why i say that.. becoz of the ambience.. thou is a non-aircon location but it jus remind me that is one of e scene i watched my hk drama.. really.. no jokes..

we are sitting the back alley.. and is not dirty at all... the lightning and everything.. very hk feeling..haha.. we already name the place as our "lao di fang"

anyway we have one fish soup, one claypot veggie and the main dish is chilli crab!!! this is the first time i enjoy crab with my gf.. she is the first gal... haha..

duno why in the past no chance to eat crab with my gf.. so this add to a meaningful moment in our rs... another first time=).. so this goes our 9th months.. and i using this chance to hope we can continue as always.. happily and sweet...

after sending her to tanah merah mrt station on monday afternoon.. send my bike to workshop and shit.. spend a bomb.. 350.. sobz... change piston, block and clean exhaust.. no choice.. i cant even start my bike.. but the result is satisfy... becoz the bike is like a new one.. jus that i can ramp it an maintain the speed at 80 max for the first 500 km.. not to spoil the new piston..

after that had a dinner with weiting my old old pri schmate.. long long time no see.. and as usual.. her chubby face.. why you still so chubby.. pls.. cut some meat of face down if not i think you cant find a guy la.. haha.. kiddingx...then we watched the Incedible Hulk.. real long time never watch movie.. anyway i shall rate this movie 3.5/5.. as the story and action not bad.. jus the ending quite lame.. and is really lame..

ZhiHao.

18:49

Today is friday and from next week onward is my countdown 3 weeks to my end of project then i will be slacking and wait for my NS life=)

but i dun think i gona slack becoz there so much debts for me to clear.. my bike, my card bills and my daily expenses.... haiz.. money money money.. hate it.. being an adult is really so so xin ku... must think of so many problems and you cant run away.. the only way to escape maybe jus go and die..

and recently i see the news and i was kinda shock that the sucide rate in japan is so high and i think this is the after effect and sacrifice under the modern economy strategy.. because nowadays ppl are not working just physically but mentally... haiz.. but to survive is normally the fittest.. dun everyone agree?? jus hope that i can have better luck~~ anyway jus hope to have better life and safety=)

just got myself a job of promoting sony ericsson phone.. think starting next week.. then july i will find myself another job so anyone got any lobang.. care to intro=) hope can earn 1.5k in on month and hopefully can earn ard 3k in 2 months.. save up some to go in ns also..

currently i hope to give my dearly more i can.. think she give me so much that i cant repay... i know that in heart=) thou i not sure future how its look like but hopefully we can survive all obstacles.. and tie up the knot... hehe~~

ZhiHao.

20:27

finally, i get to ride and ride and ride and i think i miss the time on train and bus le... and there is time i lost my ways and some dangerous moments but overall i rate myself as a safe rider... i dun change lane often and anyhow cut the vehicle.. deep in me, i know i just a small fish in expressway and any mistakes could lead to some really serious results.. so i pray hard that i will be an accident-free rider forever... and i think petrol really not that cheap when u riding a sportbike.. my fc is around 180-200km for one full tank.. think becoz of some illegal mod of my bike.. gona change it back before it drain my pocket.. i went for a service at HKL motor and quite satisfied but gona save up to clean my pipe.. think is too dirty le.. anyway wana do some slight makeover for the bike too.. first had some sticker on the bike, neon light and angel eyes too.. hope go some night riding with my gal or friends can make the ride more pretty=)

yeah, at here wana thanks my gf's dad... he bought me one bi-qiu to ward off danger, accident.. is a feng shui thing le.. my gal already bought me one rhino le which got the same effect.. thanks to all this auspicious item and i believe it worked!! becoz till now i am still so safe and i will continue to ride safely... is a promise not only to myself but my family and love ones...

finally.. after waiting for 4 years, EURO come again but without singapore fav ENGLAND.. but is okie.. becoz it still so exciting.. compare to World Cup.. obviously is not tt eyes catching but i can tell u all that this EURO 08 is an event you must catch.. with portugal, germany and holland these countries in there, it proves to be an exciting and breathe-taking sport event of the year~~ i start participating in it by working in Singaporepools on friday which is one day before the kick.. because of the new bet slips introduce.. i was there to guide those uncles how to bet.. but eventually most of them know how to draw the bet slips le so i was like doing nothing but jus keep standing.. anyway the first 2 days of EURO i lost 40 bucks le.. sianz... but getting back my momentum when i jackpot yesterdae by daring enough to mark draw-draw for Romania-France match and bet over goals for Holland-Italy and yes... i was correct.. haha.. win back 30 plus after invest 100 for this 3 days..

so tonight i gona be accurate again.. hope my luck lady wont run away from me... ( by the way result for the past 3 days is : Switzerland 0 - 1 Czech Republic, Portugal 2 - 0 Turkey,

Austria 0 - 1 Croatia, Germany 2 - 0 Poland, Romania 0 - 0 France, Holland 3 - 0 Italy)

till now portugal, Germany and holland performjing good enough to clinch the title and i will see how spain go tonight.. i will be updating EuRo 08 for you guys and hope my analysis can help some of you win some $$ lolz... huat Ar!!!

anyway some good news to update here is last wednesday My mum tio 4Ds... haha.. and is my hp no. 8163!!! starters and won $1250 and i was rewarded 500 bucks to do my servicing and stuff.. but $$ come and goes man.. i manage to keep some to invest in my soccer.. hope can roll back more!! anyway pic of bikes will be update after i do some makeover for my bike=)

ZhiHao.