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Monday, April 30, 2007

07:09

Is coming.. finally!!!! one more day.. ops.. to be exact 1 and half hour... spider man 3 will launch officially in Singapore!!! I think this time the movie will bring us up to the next climax.. because this time.. our friendly neighbour got to face not 1 but 3 enemies.. and it is Green globin, Sandman and Venom... COOL!!! i cant wait to go into cinema to enjoy the great sensational effect and the exciting moments from spiderman 3... okiez.. enough of advertising but i really must say if u miss this "movie of the year" you gonna regret.. because only in cinema can bring the esscene from the movie.. the sound effect.. the computer graphics.. and the big screen.. which your house unable to make all these happen!!! So.. now after reading till here.. and watch my preview 7 mins.. go to book your tickets online and as i know.. ticket from may 1st to may5th.. is fully booked.. so happening huhz.. lolz.. so dun wait anymore.. act fast...

ZhiHao.

22:22

last time when i blogs at friendster.. my friends will think am i getting emo againz.. now i getting less emo le.. think because been awake and know what i am doing~~.. i think much more postive.. and been thinking to strive hard for things i wanted.. wat i really want? do everyone of you really know the answer? maybe the teens wana to get into good school... or they wana a good relationship.. then e 20s wana work hard.. party hard.. love hard??!! lolz.. anyway the last few post i blog is all abt love~~ maybe ppl think i desperate for a relationship.. but to be much more exact should be i lack of love~~ when i wake up today.. after wash up.. blur blur de sit in front of my com.. then open my iTunes.. and the random pick up this song ---- 爱得太迟 by 古巨基 think most of you never heard before ba.. because is it in cantonese. The rythem not really nice but the lyrics is fantastic.. do you all regret of 爱得太迟??

爱得太迟.. think all of us experience this.. and we always use busy as an excuse.. yupz. no doubt we are busy and we always busy.. but is the dream you making greater than sacrifice the time being with the one love you?? For me.. i regret of spending so less time with my parents.. am i really busy?? yupz.. busy of spending my time with my gf... i mean when i in relationship.. then free i rather work than staying at home... teenager will always feel what the heck of staying home accompany the oldies.. actually parents don't ask for any presents.. not even a hug.. they just feel really contented for you staying by their side and watch their fav tv programs.. when i look back.. i really regret last time spend too much time on my "gfs" which end up with nothing~~ lolz.. isn't it ironic???

爱得太迟.. friends.. yupz.. i not once mention i miss my buddies -- E4 .. last time we always chat non stop and always been crazy doing things like bbq during midnight.. cycling from jurong to sentosa.. basketball during midnight and runaway from police.. until now.. thou some of us work at same place.. but when we sit back together.. less and less things coming out from our mouth.. and i really miss the days.. now we only study and work part time... already like this.. i can't imagine when we in our working days.. or work everyday to strive for our dream.. where will be our friendship lies~~

爱得太迟.. relationship stuff.. for this i can say i never love too late.. and last time i will put this pirority among others.. so for this i nv really have much things to talk about.. i jus regret of not treasure them.. i hardly neglect them.. for wateva time i have i will accompany them.. but maybe the love is not there.. so not even 爱得太迟 because there too little 爱 for them to feel secure enough...

爱得太迟

workind adults might have an excuse.. but don't neglect whatever beside you.. otherwise only regret is left... something can't wait till someday.. when you feel to do it.. just go ahead.. a hug is just nice enough~~ i know we been busy of achieveing things we wana and during the process somethings needed to sacrifice.. but busy is just selfish act.. i don't believe you needed to work for 24/7 and i think even Bill Gate is not that busy.. love needed to be in time.. and sometime even one seconds.. your act of love will become something you regret for life.. don't always say next time.. next time.. and next time.. and the next time always nv come~~maybe the next time is the day u seeing ur love one getting married.. but the one beside is another person.....

this song is nice and like all of you to listen finish.. thou is in cantonese.. below is the lyrics.. hope all of us won't 爱得太迟

我过去那死党

早晚共对

各也扎职

以后没法畅聚

而终于相约到

但无言共对

疏淡如水

日夜做见爸爸刚好想呻

却霎眼看出他多了皱纹

而他的苍老感是从来未觉

太内疚担心

最心痛是爱得太迟

有些心意不可等某个日子

盲目地发奋

忙忙忙其实自私

梦中也习惯

有压力要我得志

最可怕是爱需要及时

只差一秒心声都已变历史

忙极亦放肆见

我爱见的相知

要抱要吻要怎么也好

偏要推说等下一次

我也觉我体质彷似下降

看了症得到是别要太忙

而影碟都扫光但从来未看

因有事赶

日夜做储的钱都应该够

到圣诞正好讲跟我白头

谁知她开了口

未能挨下去已恨我很久

错失太易爱得太迟

我怎想到她忍不到那日子

盲目地发奋

忙忙忙从来未知

幸福会掠过再也没法说中意

爱一个字也需要及时

只差一秒心声都已变历史

为何未放肆见我爱见的相知

要抱要吻要怎么也好

不要相信一切有下次

相拥我所爱又花几多秒这几秒

能够做到又有多少

未算少足够遗憾望掉

多少抱撼多

少过路人太懂估计却不懂爱锡自身

人人在发奋想起他朝都兴奋

但今晚未过你要过也很吸引

纵不信运你不过是人

理想很远爱于咫尺却在等

来日别操心

趁你有能力开心

世界有太多东西发生

不要等到天上俯瞰

ZhiHao.

20:24

today i clearing my emails, and found one interesting send by my friend... after reading it.. i feel is sound so.. erm.. how can i put it?? anyway i'll like to share with you all.. and for me.. i rather to risk.. remember my prev. post? i say i wana risk to take a bus=) I am ready!! Are you??

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not part of it. Everything happens for the best.

If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.

Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing it's chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress.

It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get beckon the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.

To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in return. How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choos e to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that there were the things that helped you grow.

Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love.

Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart. Only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love. There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time we do, we get hurt, then i figured that's why it's called falling in love.

ZhiHao.

08:50

today wake up.. and my head is so heavy.. and e conclusion is i nv go to work.. long time nv off sunday le.. make it a break for myself ba.. after wash-up, sit in front of my computer.. and really nothing for me to do... so went to the tv drawer to search for something that kill time~~ yeah!!! found one long time nv watch le.. it is 每天爱你八小时。 okie~~ this blog should be a review of mine for this movie.. haha.. anyway it give me alot of 启示。i got a urge to really love someone.. anyway let start with this movie...

first movie start with some interesting narrating parts.. "can you remember your shortest relationship?", "which your longest heartbreak?" for me.. my shortest rs is one month.. ops.. and my longest heartbreak.. i think shall make it a confidential.. haha.. then he mention everyday there is 24 hours.. 8 hours of work.. 8 hours of slp and e remaining 8 hours don't know shlould do what.. and the only option is so you gona find a nice looking person.. who will accept you.. both share and love each other to spend the remaining 8 hours.. till here i been thinking then for e past few months.. i am alone and the 8 hours everyday i been doing what.. to be frank.. i am realli bored.. and if this 8 hours everyday can be with someone.. is not a bad idea.. hahaz.. anyway the movie is starring with tony leung, vivian hsu. Tony leung is a art director and had been thru alot of failed rs.. and is fed up with rs anymore.. and e funniest part is all his ex is those who he promote up to become top model and left him... i think he really dun understand girls.. same as me.. ops.. and he met vivian hsu and find her suitable for his new commercial... and become her manager.. at the same time he fall in love with his superior.. think we met alot of this kinda thing in our life too.. duno who to choose for a rs.. and during our dilemma we tend be dilly dally... it is wrong.. but human being is like this.. to find someone to spend the 8 hours is not an easy thing.. inside there a story told by vivian hsu.. a relationship is like waiting for a bus.. when you at the bus stop waiting for the bus.. you will be choosy.. first bus came.. is too packed.. skip the bus.. 2nd bus came.. no air-con.. skip again.. and 3rd bus came.. single decker onli.. skip again.. till late le.. when any bus come.. u jus board it.. and realise you take wrong bus.. but since you spend so much time waiting for bus and is late now.. so you will keep on sitting the wrong bus.. but after sitting for some time.. you realise nv reach home so u drop off the bus and wait another bus.. or u simply walk home and hope the right bus will come.. this really give me some sense.. actually everyone when going into a rs.. will feel it shld be e right one.. but who knows whether is can reach ur house not if u dun try to sit longer... where is my bus... even if it is wrong.. i rather risk it.. haha... anyway alone doesn't mean unhappy... but is sure will lose alot of happiness... coz realli happiness shld be shared.. not alone.. this movie is a nice one.. think some of u shld have watched it before.. if not can lend from me.. good movie shld shared.. jus like happiness... hope you will learn something from this movie too... heheZZ

ZhiHao.