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Monday, July 30, 2007

10:47

lolz.. long long time nv come here le.. first.. nothing much to update about.. everything e same.. and abit busy.. okok.. nxt week will be my last week of the semester and hopefully.. everything is on e right track.. my this semester will get thru and head to my last sem.. wth.. FYP and attachment shld be better than studying.. and hope by october... i can get my 2B license and my bike so i can go school or attachment easier and hope by e time i can get a lovely lady by my side.. haiz.. i really miss out many ones coming my side.. but also happy for them.. coz if i am the one.. i might not make them happy.. so believe they will have their love ones being their sides and happily ever after~~ hehe.. anyway for me now.. hope this sem over.. "dream" come true.. and hope cupid can shoot me soon.. haha.. kidding=) ok la.. will updated soon for my bikey and relationship side~~ haha..

ZhiHao.

13:08

Give up.. Totally.. i can sense it everything just not getting the way i wana but anyway~~ is over~~ so no point hanging on it and should move on~~ so wat the big deal~~ anyway is quite a harsh slap to wake me up.. since i "woke" up le.. no point keep thinking and end up myself at the dead corner~~ haha~~ i wana move on and now main piority is to get my bike license.. and end this semester.. so everything i think will go on smoothly le.. everytime see ppl ride their bike past thru me with the "Vroom Vroom" sound.. i am so envious.... think nothing but the license and my own bike~~ haha.. jia you for myself!!!

p.s: wish that you will be happy and the dream of urs will be a real sweet one~~

ZhiHao.

06:34

ARGH!!! going to mad.. today i failed my bike Assessment~~~ Sianz... think i am going to get a delay.. not sure whether i can get the license and my bike by my birthday not.. haiz.. really siAnz.. when i warm up my bike still okie one.. but when come to the real assessment.. haiz.. duno why nowadays so easily get distracted and feeling so restless... anyway hope i will get out of these mess soon~~~

back home after the disappointment and tuition.. i was damn tired~~ first thing to do is On my com and listen to some music.. wooh.. so relax... anyway notice my blog.. there 6 songs uploaded... and there is one common thing of all these songs.. all are Emo ones.. hehe... first is Twins's 我很想爱他，Ekin's 仍能情深爱上， Daniel Chan's 我愿意 and 比我幸福， Alex fong's 好心好报 and 在你遥远的附近。Feel free to click on any songs.. erm.. the auto-play one is the Twins one because is a chinese song... Ekin and Alex one is Cantonese songs.. and i highly recommend the Ekin's 仍能情深爱上 and Alex's 在你遥远的附近. sometime i feel myself very weird.. feel so down le still listen to Emo songs.. but i jus like it.. maybe this is the time i feel i am myself.. hehe.. anyway below will be the lyrics of 在你遥远的附近 because out of the above song.. i think this song is jus like how i feel now~~~

当知道近期
抑郁的你给那一个人当后备
从来也未咬着牙关生气
难道你错爱他到没救药余地
心飞到旧地
想起跟你别离亦没那么伤悲
仍然妒忌但仍然关心你
无奈我约你总要避
太上心~~~
曾经与你散步过几公分
就算一公分相差千里也胜过别人
如何令我不担心

*傻到要住到你的新居附近
看着你凌晨还何以未关灯
若这刻你那手机微震
是否可感到我体温
和你远或近仍像终身情人
告别了也共你同渡余生
往事远记忆近我仍然未死心
难甘心遥望你被人热吻当

知你后来跟他恩爱突然明白我的悲哀
无论远近共时光怎比赛
难道我与你未分开

Repeat *

仍紧随你喜与悲
我问良心未算分离
仍如他和我可以比
我为何敢为你生气

repeat *

仍紧随你喜与悲
我问良心未算分离
仍如他和我可以比
我为何敢为你生气
除非流失几世纪
纵隔着他未算疏离
离开才不舍不弃
跟你面对却没法亲你
这样近却像隔千里
你有事我定会找你

ZhiHao.

10:36

2/07/07, Sunny

yeah.. today my feeling just like the weather.. because i am out to meet my poly buddies.. "Baihakki"--- my group name in poly... long time nv see them le.. and both of them are going to NS soon.. wish them all e best... anyway meet in town today to enjoy a long looking forward movie --- GOAL 2!!! but end up abit disappointed... because the movie really abit fake.. lolz.. anyway i still like it because is a movie about passion and football!!! Santiago Munez~~~ thou is a fake player but he is one of my fav player for now.. haha.. after the show went to dine in pasta mania.. had a marina and a Hawaiian pizza~~ delicious.. long time never eat le.. and it end my day~~ hope when they NS we will still keep in contact and hope the friendship last~~~ Take CAre Bro~~

p.s: haiz.. finally i think i somehow knock down in the junction le.. somehow my day end with some sadness~~~

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ZhiHao.

01:14

july 01, cloudy

ops.. today Government will start to impose an additional 2% GST on our daily life le.. haiz.. our expenses rising again~~ ARGH... wat make me angrier is because i am PR.. i cant get the GST offset package... wth.. is it mean PR don't need to pay e additional 2% GST ?? anyway thinking of it really make me **** up...

yesterdae saturday... suppose to work.. and yeah.. PON work againz.. lolz.. but this time really because of my buddy.. he 1st ever book out since enlisted 2 weeks ago.. except for his botak.. i really cant see any differences from him.. his beer belly sttill as big as b4.. lolz.. but really long time never see him le.. and he and another idiot keep physco me not to go work.. xin ruan le.. so accompany them.. and is a really long long long dayz.. we went to beach road in e morning.. buy his army stuff.. and at there i really scare off by so many botaks.. so ask ah hock accompany go somewhere eat and wait for him to finish his "shopping"... during my lunch.. somehow get a little bit emo.. because i saw some couples eating.. of coz.. the male lead all are botak.. i wonder during my next march NS life.. will i be attached.. and will my gf stand by me like these girls i see... nowadays alot of my friends will say.. haiz.. what for getting a gf when u going NS.. she will somehow left u.. actually i somehow agreed to it.. but i think i shldnt blame the girl side.. becoz can u think that the hardship of waiting someone.. and when at the late night u wana have a shoulder and a pair of listening ears e most.. ur guy is not there.. the gal is alone outside.. and e one who suffer e most i think is the gal.. NS men.. after a long day of training will have no time and too tired to think of anything.. and the most important is trust.. and the 缘份 between both of u... i always feel if both of u meant to be together will be together.. so wat the point of worrying so much?? so if there someone appear to be e gal.. i will not hesistate to be together.. even if someone told me.. " during NS both of u will spilt"....

back from the emo stuff.. then after having a quick lunch.. start my walking journey from beach road to dobby ghaut.. and have my fav past time.. POOLING.. hehe.. then at this time.. out of my suprised.. someone date my army friend - jimmy~~ lolz.. i cant believe it.. and jimmy keep asking me shld i go.. of coz i say yes.. shldnt reject a lady.. then i know there a NDP preview today.. and there will be a firework tonight... first to come to my mind ------ ??? lolz.. but too bad.. she already had a date..(hope that a chance) so i and ah hock walk jimmy to his date.. and the moment i saw his date.. i am kind of.. erm.. shldnt be so bad.. i mean just somehow understand why jimmy will hesitate of meeting her up... lolz.. ok.. now left with ah hock and me.. we walk around.. and end up at the library@esplanade.. first time there.. very kuku hor.. then we find ourselves a nice view toward the sea and wana wait for the firework to come.. but suddenly i have a kind of feeling.. really feel i shdnt watching e firework alone.. i rather not watching it.. so i pull ah hock with me and start to walk againz.. from esplanade back to town.. we walk and chat and walk and chat.. so long nv been like this le.. too bad he is not a gal.. lolz.. jus kidding.. walking for so long.. and jus when we reaching orchard.. have this kind of feeling.. will i get to see her?? so silly.. thou orchard not really big.. but u think there really so easy to bang against each other??... then walk around here and there.. and my friend.. ah ming.. come to meet us.. and e jimmy end his date and join us too... ( so bad of him.. never send girl home.. not gentleman enough) then we had our dinner.. and walk around town againz.. by this time.. my leg really so pain.. but bo bian.. then found ourselves in borders.. coz is the only shop open till late.. and i so shocked jimmy bought a novel... omg.. he claim that reading e novel can kill his bore but i think e novel shld be his sleeping pills ba.. so many words.. haha.. anyway he is going back to tekong le.. wish him all e best!!!

that end my day.. a tiring day.. in e end.. e silly thinking of mine really never come true.. i really 傻得可以~~ lolz.. thought tonight really very tired.. but i realise the brotherhood of my friends still there... i miss you all.. everytime when i emo.. with you all around.. troubles-free.. hehe.. E4 = Eternity 4eva... i know you all still remember~~

Jimmy!! trying to act cool~~ faint

is the poster scary or he himself???

Is he cute?? my buddy--Milton(ah hock)

alone seeing this fountain.. if someone beside me.. how nice it it.. *slaps... dreaming againZzz

ZhiHao.