so today sat and tml sunday i will be left to rot at home.. keep watching hk drama.. and this keep remind me of hk.. i so wana go back to hk... just the night scene will make me feel so relax.. e nxt time i go i can jus sit at the xin guang da dao whole night with 2 cans of beers.. one of my friends jus went and i think she is enjoying herself. disneyland, the peak, central and etc... everywhere can see the seas.... wow.. breathe catching.. anyway nxt weekend i applied overseas leave.. so i think is my turn to go relax awhile... at least hide somewhere.. i am a hermit crab... only know how to hide. but i think this time i really hurt my love ones so much... i dun deserve her forgiveness le... i think i cant give her happiness in any near future.. hope we can cool down.. and she will forgive me one day... haiz.. hope this weekend i can leave sg and jus temp leave this place... haiz.. =( where is the happiness i used to have.. and i throw them away...