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Friday, November 20, 2009

12:24

friday.. think every friday will be the drink drank drunk day for me... because sat suppose to be day to accompany xenia... yeah... so fri shld be the free day for me to drink with friends.. but i think i only left hock they all le.. haiz...

when we meet... i really miss jimmy and hock so much.. so long nv meet le.. and they congrat me that i back with xenia again... yeah... thanks bro.. anyway... u all really my bros... we meet at dobby ghaut but becoz e crowd... we went boat quay.. cosy bar.. not bad e place... and we order a tower... in e end we drank 1 tower and 3 jugs... drank quite alot.. think if xenia see this post surely angry de.. but i duno why i keep drinking... i know she keep worry i drink too much and do wrong things again... i know if she see this updated post sure angry de.. but i still wana write my feeling out...

ops.. at cosy bar.. we drink then play pool and sing.. and i listen to so many songs... some songs are noted and i will either post it here or facebook.. really nice... if u r pay attention listen to e songs u will know.. hehe.. at least to me la... =((( i am not disturbed by e fact... xenia dun think too much again... think i am drunk la.. but u r important to me... i made e choice and this is the choice i wanted... so i wont regret... but i need time to forget her... jus time... becoz it is a fact u and i cant denied... she leaves something behind... and it need time to get over... sorry if i offended u.. but this don mean i don love u... and i dun need more time to confirm b4 being with u.. i confirmed le.. just that i think i really a super super bad guy who hurt someone and i guilty for who i am... haiz.. hope u understand...

think i really drunk... so late still writing these.. but actually i jus called her.. i mean xenia. tml she exam... so wake her up to study... hope she can make it.. but i know she can de... hehe.. and hock and jimmy also happy that i be with her... hehe... xenia happy to know my best buddies happy for this.. haha=)..

so u guys wana here the songs i wana upload?? i will even if u all dunwan.. haha.. coz this is my blog.. hehe... anyway jus now the pub really very idiot.. thou is ktv pub.. but during 1.30 - 2 plus the bar counter played those club songs.. argh... i so wana club... and i think if i do club.. i will have some memories abt her.. tt why i say i need time... idiot.. play those club songs. dear xenia.. dun think too much k.. jus songs.. everyone have memories.. even u right... dun worry k... whenever be with u... only u on my minds... and jus now hock we all discussing abt all 5 of us E4 finally all coupled.. so we thinking having chalet or bbq session or pub session... soon.. then 10 of us will have some wonderful moments...

to the one i hurt... haiz.. sorry.. if u reading this i know u must be so hurt... sorry... but we all must face e fact... find him back.. i sure u will happy with him de... sorry.. and xenia dun angry okie.. i am e one should bear most of the blame... i really did something wrong.. haiz. anyway enjoy all e songs guys...

sat.. tml is dear's mum bday.. tml shld hve a dinner with her mum... and hope today i can totally relax... very stress this week... headache... hope i will enjoy every moments from now on... sorry to those i hurt.. not only recent one.. all e ones i hurt in e past.. i really a super bad guy.. hope i learnt e mistake. and wont make it again=(((((

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sat... tonight can stay at dear house and watch guess guess guess... so long.. tonight must cook supper at her hse... long time nv go her hse le.. yeah...

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