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Monday, April 09, 2007

01:57

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i think everyone will sometimes ask yourself.. " Am I a Failure??? " I think this question and answer only you yourself know.. To me.. i 110% agree i am one!!! no doubt.. let put it this way.. you can fail your exam, your relationship.. but not your life.. i duno why i have been a failure in my life.. i waste so much time in the past...doing shits here and there.. really regret.. hope i will learn what the definition of " cherish and treasure" by now.. yupz.. today really been a emo day~ for me.. because yesterday went out for my polytechnic class gathering.. real long time nv see you guys.. especially my buddies during that time.. having great time in Kbox.. and great time always pass so fast.. and the photo-taking session after it really make my eyes red.. i really miss the time.. now you all graduate.. i really regret been wasting time in studies and end up repeating.. but i promise to get back what i lost.. and here i hope you guys can have a promising future ahead~~ and please please don't lose contact.. meet up often.. without you guys.. my poly life would have been a piece of shit.. thanks for all the great time we have been through.. (my first failure in life -- keep wasting time and shit in studies

yupz.. mention about brotherhood ties... kind of miss my friends too.. ---E4.. my group of buddy during secondary.. don't misunderstand.. we not duplicate of F4.. E4 to us got a meaning and it means Eternity 4.. 4 of us.. actually should be 5.. but anyway.. we guys have been further apart.. though i been meeting ah Hock.. but others like keep busy of their things.. seldom meet up.. think being adult in exchange of sacrifice friendship is really something not worth it.. sometime i really wana ask you all this question.. "are you all or i mean we all that busy?" anyway is another failure in life..

actually look back.. everyone will think i never been doing good.. or i shouldn't be like this.. if i do this maybe i will be better.. blah blah blah.. coz human are foreva won't be satisfied.. we are greedy animals.. agree?? but now i am regretting.. why i never been spending more time with my family?? be more filial to my parents?? then i spending more time in my relationships.. and all end up to be nothing~~ haiz.. don't whether are they hurt me or i am the one who hurt them.. but relationships.. hard to say right and wrong too..sometimes now.. i still miss my past relationships. like see the photos.. rem how happy we were.. things we share.. even quarrel.. is also a time we been thru~~ at a point of time i thinki should stay single for long but one shouldn't be without love.. no matter of what love isit.. family love.. friends... couple.. we simply cant live without it.. but becoz of love.. make us a failure.. and regret of what we been doing.. to be frank i cant live alone... need a companion.. hope i will be a better man from now.. and realised the true meaning of what it meant to cherish...

everyone at certain point will meet his low point.. jus like share market got up and downs.. life and everything is like maths.. a graph.. no one will always be at his peak.. think postitive and failure just something to block your view.. hope i actually not one~~~

ZhiHao.

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